My lovely Sister,I woke up this morning on a mission to remind you how beautiful you are. Quite quickly it struck me that you were already aware of this — I’d even heard you singing it in the shower.I thought to tell you that you’re worthy of love, but as you dressed at the vanity … Continue reading Heart to Heart: To My Sister
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Heart to Heart: To Jehovah Mephalti
This—this is not how fellowship should feel,Nor how communion once drew me near.Not how my devotions used to rise,When I didn’t need melodies to touch Your heart,Or fleeting feelings to guide our time. I should not feel dysfunctional,Tossed by confusion,A constant drift from one moment to the next.You see the chaos within me;You know the … Continue reading Heart to Heart: To Jehovah Mephalti
Heart to Heart: On Stormy Waves
These days I cannot name my feelings,Some mornings pain, some nights pure fear;Some dawns bring joy, some dusks bring peace.Yet in the storm of my emotions,I have found refuge in your love.They said your love would still my trembling heart,That it would answer every question there.So I reached into your arms and asked,Only to find … Continue reading Heart to Heart: On Stormy Waves
A WEALTH OF POVERTY: Her Confession
I was truly present in every service though not because I sought God's presence. I lifted my voice in worship because I needed to prove I knew the lyrics, my hands were lifted in praise because only then would those around me notice me praising. Ever so frequently, I'd break out into my best dance … Continue reading A WEALTH OF POVERTY: Her Confession
For the APPLAUSE OF MEN or For the AUDIENCE OF ONE!!!
She speaks, then she observes, not to perceive the reception of the word, but to know if what they felt still made her likeable. Attaching and Detaching, knowing too well that the attachment profited her nothing, yet concerned that the detachment would make her the enemy. Every step she takes is calculated, not out of … Continue reading For the APPLAUSE OF MEN or For the AUDIENCE OF ONE!!!
A Wealth of Poverty: A conversation with the Master
One more time, She had come before the Master's throne, it was a wonder She was even granted audience as her appearances had always come with outbursts of anger and frustration. She had convinced herself that She had had enough of the Master's rejection. She had come before Him and He hadn't acknowledged her. She … Continue reading A Wealth of Poverty: A conversation with the Master
YOURS TO HAVE, YOURS TO KEEP
Who am I that You are so mindful of? Who am I that You hear my cry when I call You? Who am I that You seek me out to honor me? Your daughter, even when I fall time and time again Your child in whom You delight despite my flaws Your friend whom You … Continue reading YOURS TO HAVE, YOURS TO KEEP
SEASONS
It easy to say we are in seasons When the times are giving us reasons It is easy to explain the times When our hearts can easily accept them But what if we don't know we've stepped into them? What if we're unaware of the times we've entered? Of the doors we've opened? What if … Continue reading SEASONS
HE WHO DEFINES ME
The world around me has tried to define me Those I admired, they've tried to define me The ideologies of society have given their own opinion of me The ordinances of culture have chipped in as well, refusing to be left out in defining me Expectations of family, friends, mentors have given their bit as … Continue reading HE WHO DEFINES ME
ANGER
Sometimes it makes you bitter, Sometimes it makes you hot, Sometimes it makes you cold, Other times it makes you cry, Whatever it does, it makes you uncomfortable There are days it drives you to kill Kill with your thoughts, Kill with your words, Kill with your actions. On other days where it makes you … Continue reading ANGER