THE OUTSIDE FEELING

Ever get that feeling that everything is happening around you but without you?

That every other person probably thinks you are at the center of all that’s happening, but you feel that all that’s happening is just hovering around you?

She gets that feeling all the time…

That life is moving on without Her, that those whom She holds dear don’t even realize what they mean to Her, that no matter how important people say She is to them, they don’t really know what tears Her apart daily, they don’t see the tears She’s shed right in front of them. They say they know Her but are oblivious of the things that matter most to Her. They say they’ll always be there, but the moments She needs them most, it’s like they almost do disappear.

Half the time She feels OUTSIDE…

Not alone, yet lonely. Surrounded by people but still on Her own.

Totally pathetic don’t you think?

In times like this, “…for He Himself has said, I will never leave you or forsake you…”

Can you see Her God, can You feel the hurt She is feeling inside?

“Come to Me, all of you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. All of you, take up My yoke and learn from Me, because I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for yourselves. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light.”

Well She is here once again, craving the rest that you give. You knew a time like this would come…

So please God…

As Lauren Daigle best said it…

When Her best self is barely breathing, when She’s not someone She believes in, when She misses the Light and night has stolen, when She’s slamming all the doors you’ve opened,when She doesn’t feel like She’s worth defending, when She’s tired of all Her pretending to be okay, when She breaks down in desperation, underneath the weight of expectation….

When She finds Herself lonely and OUTSIDE

Please Hold On To Her.

Much love 😘